We have had a tradition in our home, called "Happy Tuesdays." Tuesday is the day of the week where the whole
day usually has no plans. Just Mama home with the babies. Enjoying
fun things, playing together, going on outings, making crafts, doing
something outside. Just laid back fun. No pressure, no agenda.
Tomorrow
starts the beginning of a whole new season in our lives. Tomorrow I
start working full-time. My feelings are mixed. We've been planning
for the change for a few months now, so nothing abrupt or hasty. Up to
this point my hours have been slim, initially when Marshal was born I
only worked Fridays, then as the boys have been born, grown, my hours
have been slowly increasing, until LAST week I worked my last part-time
week of 16 hours.
I've
never been a full-time SAHM. But my time has always be MOSTLY at
home. I've been quite outspoken about how important that is. In fact I
idealized it and maybe even idolized it a tad. Maybe wore it
as a bit of a parenthood badge, and if I'm REALLY honest was even a
little judgmental of people who's lives weren't set up that way. Well isn't it just like God to shake up our ideals that rely on ourselves instead of Him.
So
here we are, now feeling that God is leading us into a new season where
I'm working more. And most days I'm very excited about the change.
However, some days I have a little bit of a heavy heart. So in
remembrance of "Happy Tuesdays" I wanted to wallow, just for one post,
on the beauty that has been in the season up until now, or well,
tomorrow. Sappy I know, but once again I'm pulling the my
blog/my party/I'll-cry-if-I-want-to card. And then I'll move on. Move
on with the amazing things that are ahead. The amazing season we're
stepping into.
So here are some pictures of things I'll miss from Happy Tuesdays:
Spending the day in yoga pants.
Dropping off Marshal at preschool and going on a coffee-date with THIS handsome boy.
Playing for hours (literally) at our favorite park.
Seeing THIS happy face when I pick him up at school.
Crafts.
Naps.
Sleepy swings.
And starting this week we will be having "HAPPY FRIDAYS" instead.
prayers for you and your family during this new season. and also lots of hugs, because I know the season you're entering is hard, rewarding, and full of lots of emotions all at the same time. xo-Andrea
ReplyDeleteWow Jess, what a big life change! I know you came to this tough decision with much prayer! Your boys are so lucky to have you as their momma! And the patients whose lives you bless are just as lucky! So proud of you friend! Will be praying for you during this transition!
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